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Something I get upset because of rude people not understand why I support the five of them and one time I felt like giving up. Just deleting everything about them and sell the items I have collected. But then I go on blogs like this, back-to-five, and slushyshinki. Fighting off the haters and keep loving them like you do. I want to be like that but it also makes me wonder what kind of cassie I am. I'm a weak one as a right now haha but one day I want to be a strong cassie. ^^ Keep the blog up.


I always say that to be is cassie we must be strong. But I don’t mean ust the part where we must keep the faith and hope to the end. Of course, every fan loves and cares genuinely with their idols and probably people in other fandoms also feel that closeness with the group members and fandom as one big proud and lovely family.
The problem, which affects us so deeply is the fact that not only DBSK has faced many obstacles since the debut and still even after so much work and so much glory, they still have so much to fight but also the cassiopeia fandom is broken and divided and we see people who should be side by side as loving as sisters from the same fandom that should be protecting our boys are fighting against each other (stans, shippers, ot5, whatever) and it hurts so much that everyone seems to forget that we were originally joined together for the same cause - to love and support DBSK boys no matter what.
So believe me when I say that I understand the desire to turn our back and go away.
But understand, we are all human beings and we can’t control our emotions, our feelings; then it may be easy to fight, argue and get angry. Everyone is hurt, some of us feel betrayed but it means that everyone really cares. Angry, sad or hopeful … we are all deeply buried in the red ocean of pain, pride, memories and happiness.
But even with all the problems within the fandom, we’re still here, standing and screaming their names, repeating our dear and deep motto: always keep the faith.
And when I close my eyes for a moment everything seems so simple and so good (TVXQ still breaking sales records, Jaejoong composing music, Junsu consecrated and acclaimed for his performances in musicals, Yoochun winning tons of awards for his performances on TV /cinema (like Changmin) and oh God, I’m so proud, i’ve been so proud since the first time I called myself cassie) I look back at a time in the past, you can see in old footage, all the the five boys laughing and having fun together at a time that our fandom was stronger than ever and all the fans loved all the members and I think. .. why is it so difficult?
I’m not saying they are not happy now, they seem happy (though not always and I don’t need to mention that Jaejoong doesn’t looks really happy) But now things are different, the mood seems different somehow.
And despite being really painful those moments where you know you can’t do anything but pray for everything to be okay, and wait for them to get back together … this is what makes us strong.
In these times when your feelings are pure and you just want everything back to how it was before, together and full of innocence, your love for them reborn and pride seems to shine more than it seemed impossible.
Our boys grew, more talented, more mature, more gentle, more strong and more human than ever.
Even when we cry or suffer for them, we are strong, proud. We are cassiopeia.
No matter what happens, that red light still pulsing in our heart.
I had my bad moments of sadness and disbelief, but I can not take something that runs in my blood, pearl red.
Although our fandom has its internal problems and is not perfect, our love for the members keep us strong, alive.
When the road to reunite them, the destiny will reunite the Cassies who took separate paths, as a fandom holding broken shards with a red ribbon.
Maybe old fans back, maybe we will be with new members, but we’ll still be the same - the same Cassiopeia who keeps the fait no matter what. And if you turn your back, or go to another fandom and think you forgotten us, don’t worry, we’ll still be here, waiting for you and for all those who are gone.
We will shine more and do as Jaejoong asked us to do, to show everyone that Cassiopeia is unbeatable.
You don’t need to believe that you are strong to be strong. I know that you are strong for the simple fact of being part of us.
So, don’t forget, always keep the faith, hope to the end.

"When the 5 members come together once again, it will be even more glorious than before. Hopefully, that day will come, even if we don’t know when it will become a reality. But, we hope to grasp onto this hope." — Park Yoochun

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